True Love pt.1

when its really true love you tend to not notice it. like me for instance i believe in fairy tales. things can happen. i mean even in a fairy tale you have obstacles that you NEED to over come. these days you're not just going to be givin something and then its going to be a dream come true. i had to learn that. love is always going to have bumpy roads, its up to you if you want to continue down that road.

"you"... nevermind WHAT DO YOU MEAN NEVERMIND

i hate when people bring up a topic and then close it. like for example someone i know said... "- you know that you are something."

"what are you talking about?" i said no answer that just replied nothing. like okay if it was nothing you wouldn't have said it. if you really didn't want to tell me why did you say that comment. why did you have to bring it up. now especially if you're a curious person like myself you're gonna wanna know. i wanted to know. then she just blew it off. i hate when people do that if someone agrees please leave me an email or comment. i would love to hear your views.

understanding research

doing research in the twenty-first century includes the library but is not limited to it. the internet now provides rapid, direct access to an abundance of information unimagianble to earlier generations of sutdents. the results of internet searches, however, can sometimes provide and overwhelming flood of sources, many of them of questionable legitimavy.

the goal of research is to help you learn to navigate today's research strategy's landscape skillfully, manage the informations you discover within it, and use that information to write reasearch papers.

sex- the word and thing...

the word everybody knows. the thing that a relationship is sometimes mostly based on. its not bad but in the wrong situation it can lead to something ...bad. in the right situation it can lead to something right. mmmhm damn thoughts that race through my head when i hear that. i think of laying her down. kissing her softly on her lips just to give her that intimacy without going to far too soon. then spread out her legs gently but quick. no need to describe how to take her clothes off cuz they already off before i lay her down. then i lick the middle of her cleavage, and suck on each of her tities slowly but surely. as she moans i tease her pussy with my fingertips. and i go down to her stomach, i kiss her belly button, and vibrate my tongue on it and then kiss her sides from the left to the right, i surprise her with a kiss then a bite on her right side. then she's grabbing my hair to go lower but i refuse, im still teasing her with my fingertips and then i kiss her pelvis and vibrate my tongue and gently bite her pelvis as i move to her inner thighs. i stop teasing her pussy, i kiss and bite her thighs and go down to her inner side of her knee and keep going lower to her calf then her ankle and keep teasing her with my kisses and bites. then i go back up the same way i came, and i tease her again with my fingertips and go for it. i go from long strokes of my tongue to me digging my tongue deep inside her, to licking her clit, to vibrating it, to making her quiver as i vibrate the clit while i finger her hard and rough. and repeat that routine once more. then its her turn to work her shit, get on my face babe and ride my tongue like you never rode anything else before. and as she does im cumming so vastly. i lift her up on the wall where the headboard is and grab her thighs and eat her pussy as she grabs my head... then repeat this whole routine over. and for thos e who are not ready for this routine of what they call sex in a gay woman's eyes, then get off this certain blog essay (fantasy) cuz what i do is for that one, and one only. im waiting patiently. that's what sex is about. the anticipation. so therefore... ima wait.

i know what i want

i sit here thinking and i know what i want. i see this person and see what i need and want. its crazy how you think you want one thing but when you really realize it, you find out something different than what you thought. its amazing how you notice things about yourself, whether its early in your years or when you get older. i am noticing it now. like when im irritated i don't like people all on me or keep talking to me knowing i don't want to be bothered. or when im eating i don't like people staring straight at me. or when i wake up, i wake up early so that no one will see me looking a horrible mess. like beyonce "im a train wreck in the morning," and when you irritate me "im a bitch in the afternoon." i look at alot of things and begin to analyze them, i analyze myself. i look at what i like and dislike. and if in a relationship i am so picky that i don't want them to know my flaws right away that may become a downfall, only because like a "lady friend" of mine said, its good to know a persons flaws only because you can know so if they ever do try to change on you, they can't because you know what they are and aren't capable of. well i believe that's true, i feel that its me and they should except me for me, right along with my flaws. its me that they want so except all of me... that to me makes sense. i know me and since i except me i want you to, too. i know what i want. i want someone who will do that. i love women, that's my forte. i love the shape a woman has, i love the curves she makes when she walks, i love the way she talks when her lips curve. i love the way she moans when i eating her pussy good as hell. i love the way she makes the sounds when she wants me to eat her pussy. i love to feel her lips on both of mine. i love to kiss and hold her and feel her warmth. i love to talk to her because i know she will understand. i love to please. i love to cater to a womans needs, when her friends visiting, i love a womans demands. i love a woman period. i love when that same woman wants to do me the same way and thats what i want a woman to love me for me. ... point plain plain blank.