slow motion 2

i know its crazy and the pain,
that you work with everyday,
makes you insane,
why should you look into everyday,
but every second i worry about love,
about your love,
if me loving you is enough,
i took my time, i took it slow, in slow motion,
i took my ways of love i knew from past experiences and tried to make them work for you,
but what didn't i do,
is the thought that remains
what did i gain,
as you may read this
i know we ain't in a relationship but i still want this
to be right,
to be fine,
where's i can walk away and not have anything to look back on,
my hearts torn
and broken and ripped into shreds
as my tears shed,
as my hearts and veins lay on my bed
and my head
spins
i end up taking it in slow motion
i slowly recover
i slowly roll over
and do a slight procedure
so i can live on further
cuz for second my life was to be shortened
ha... damn why this life and love got to be taken this slow,
i looked at you and wanted to love you right off the bat
and when that happened i knew in the end i wouldn't know what love was
and the effect and cause was
my downfall
hoping you'd pick me up
and send me off,
at least
instead i took it slow motion, slowly walking away from all that i knew
looking into knew windows i found this new love...like and
like...
a love she and i are taking it in slow motion...2