heart on sleeve

i listen to you i did. i took you in slow motion i did,but now im still trying to recover. its gradually coming along.even though im half-way alone, i feel relieved,still im just recovering.
this new LOVE is helping me along the way. she got the package. but its so heavy to carry... haha i'm willing to carry it through hell and back. this LOVE is all i need. i call her LOVE, cuz she's so caring that love is what she puts onto you. i'm not saying i love her. but i am saying that slowly i will gravitate to that feeling. everyone... sees it, i guess senses it. i look at the light she brings me joy, you know, when you are trying to get over something you always need a lift, help. i look at things in a new light now. i fall hard and sometimes slowly but sometimes fast enough in the blink of an eye. but one thing i learned you can't always wear your feelings on your sleeve. you have to sometimes hide certain things. so that you can save it for later. things that progress are the best because if you leave you heart on your sleeve so many theives in the night prey on that. you think its good to do that, no mam... sir. its a way you think. you think people last most times by leaving you heart out for predators, no they last because instead of leaving it out or keeping your heart out you bring it out when its neccessary. in my beliefs its better to just bring it out when you see the other person feeling the same way. and you'll know. you can see it when it comes close enough for you to see or touch. and if you've been reaching for a long time then that means its not meant to be. so just look at it as a life lesson. leaving your heart out is calling for trouble and heartbreak. then there comes consequences and reprecusions. you don't need that added onto you. so thats why you just keep safe for a while till you can get the chance to give it to someone else to keep it safe for you.